Retaining the Pinks…

Happily gadding in pink gown, Lily rose to life....

Everyday adding the fragrance to life

Every stitch; every layer flaunted innocence gifted by god

Each layer; each detail held her complexity intact!!

An undercurrent of evil vile flows close by

The dark vile is violent and manipulative

Gaiting closer to smudge it dirty

Eager to turn you malevolent

Each drop each day… encountering the world

One at a time… slowing decolouring the pink

Drip…

I see shades of greed, turn you inhuman

A cry for help makes you happier

Another one drops to the ruffled lacy layer

Drip….

Distrust stems up; every mind seems like a scheme machine  

you sleep with your eyes open; as friends may kill you..

Another one grows bigger and driblet freely falling

Drip…

I see others happiness mocking me!

Drowning me.. Hounding me..

Ohh!! But I love my Pinks.. I won’t lose it!!

I hope I retain my pink innocence

To again find joy in simple smiles on a lonely road

To hear words as they are said…

To see world without Cynical specs

To speak without weighing words

I want to  dance in my Pinks again..

I hope I retain my Pinks!!

Midway upon the Journey...

Glistening in the wind, I let my tears grow,
I scream to deafen the butterfly,
The eerie noise drown the pinks and whites,
I look at the dreaded walls (of my head)

I wonder if this is my haven,

I wonder if, I'm damned and dead

I pinch myself to reality….

I sprint to sanity

A far cry to my evangelist

I seek the watch tower

Which is lost to my horror?

I wonder if this is my haven,
I wonder if, I'm damned and dead,

Please shut the window,
Please shut this door,
I force myself to sight again,

To find my kingdom lost
And not a petal had moved
I wonder if this, is my haven,
I wonder if, I'm damned and dead

RAINBOW FROM THE HORIZON

Gliding on a rainbow

With the clouds as my chariots

Reaching for the horizon

The universe just beckons this stalwart

Adversaries there are none

Any doubts I had, by now are overcome

I was by volition my strongest challenger

You broke me down, my defenses now I’m undone

Gliding past the horizon is now success ain’t mere a stranger

The sky & earth meander around lazily

Like two lost companions lost in discovering each other.

At the horizon they become one like two lovers

Locked in an embrace forever

My voice blends in with yours

Let sing this song together!

Chanceful Chalice

Gimme a chalice of truth & pious light

A light so bright that can burnout sun

Fill my chalice ‘oh humble Genius’ cause it longs for some light

My rescue ship takes me to away from the plant of plight

Awaken the darkened rooms of disparity

All you fooled ones open your eyes

Have a sip of faith

Have a sip of hope

Have a sip of newness

Break the myths of knownness

Try a drink will you my friend!!

Lets mix our drinks, will ya…

My chalice is half full

Now you say it is half empty

And I say no I’ve a bigger chalice than yours!!! 

Wind Chimes

Blazing Sun sent angry rays, flowers withered on blistering Days

Drained souls soaked in unhappiness & distress

Suddenly a Soft magical wind set my chimes dancing astray

My room filled with soft melodious symphony

I sync my heart to its tune, swaying to its harmony

Carefree wind took away my worries, creased out my harrowed mind

On grim days I still see my heart visits those happy lanes to rewind….

My Lizard King

A dancing light on the edge of horizon

Glistening into the DARK…… SAFE…. world

Opening ‘Doors of Perception’ for the blinded world

Testing the boundaries of the real & surreal world

Where people are strange of world

The enticing flame inviting you in

To his world full of snake holes & chaos

A spirited soul marching for liberation to a world of his own

Surrounded by his poisoned angels

Electric emotions passing thru their air

A world complete with constant chaos & mangles

An ever changing kaleidoscope made of colourful bangles

He sat on an old mountain with disgust at the misery of commons

Dancing with his weapons of ‘free Sprit’ & liberation

He set out to conquer peace & adulation

Showcasing his acts of heroism ‘Oh so proudly’

He will always be a deity of Desire undoubtedly

Peeping through his tainted window

At the world full of Funeral Pyre

Throwing words that cause a blizzard

The dark Wizard of Words lures you to

Leave you weariness behind

And soak you a dazed purple light to rewind

Oh Hail thee My Lizard King

With hollow snake eyes & eagle wing

The smoothest scotch rolls down slow when you sing

Wriggling heart calls you back & I wish I wore your ring

And In the end; we could do anything

Cajoling the Karma

Please shut out the whirling world of reasons and norms

Filling ears with melodious lava, soaking every inch of my maniacal mind

Flushing out the reasons, pragmatism, norms & future

Pushing away the furniture of my mind

Sitting on my island of Hope peeping thru the window

Cajoling my Karma to play along!!

To bring on the sparkling sunshine to my grey & black

and everything in between ………

Besmirched walls of mind tell a tale

A tale of titans: Havoc Heart & Maniacal Mind

A continue crusade for the supremacy & righteousness

The pressure walls trying to squeeze the answer out of me

But quicksand of age is quickly slipping away

And the battle still continues………..

I raise a Peace Flag & solemnly Cajole my Karma to pick one!!

Target: Kaleidoscopic Fashion Spectacular

Sitting with Shades in the dark!!

One afternoon in my dark room with medicine tubes next to my bed

Sitting with Shades in the Dark with gloominess engulfing me..

Boredom killing me and sluggishness creeping through my veins..

Discontinue work and life, Chained at home with emptiness to fill.

I realise that the tainted glasses are not accessories but a means to curtain the real..

With these sore eyes, I witness a world so different and pale..

Cause My glasses are not me but for you,

Hiding lies, the heinous lil culprits that scar the mind forever.

The words that can’t be undo the marred mind

Hiding fear, masking the anxiety and apprehension

Bringing the unknown and nonexistent hero in you

Hiding hurt, those impaired moments that haunt you for lifetime

Smiling when your aching heart wants to wail & moan

Hiding love, the twinkling sparkles that lite up when your object of desire is hopping around

For the fear of others noticing it and vandalizing it

Hiding dreadful blood shot eyes, to protect you!!!

The contagious, remorseless, vindictive viruses are lurking to thrive into yours

Cause my glasses are not me but for you.

Random Array

The random array of thoughts hunting the corners of my mind

Like the molecules whirling in a centrifuge gyrating in an orderly Chaos….

From the depths of Deep Bloody Red to the Obliterated Grey…

The untamed wild ‘Stallion’ searching Boisterously thru Forest for ‘his comfort zone’

My ‘MinD’ too wanders ruthlessly like ‘Beatrix Kiddo’ towards obstinate Goal to ‘Kill Bill’

The stochastic working of mind unveil a pattern so intrinsical to me..

Like a reflection of my soul, my goal, my ‘Heaven’

All randomness depicting a magical inexplicable pattern

This pattern unstoppable doesn’t let me rest

The growing uneasiness and hapzardness of random thoughts sends ripples to my Goals

And as I lay my Head on a petri dish to pick my Brain

To my Horror I realize the random Molecules were weaving a pattern..

Matted well with ‘THREE’ Tenses to reveal divulge ‘My Heaven – The Orderly Chaos’